It’s hard for me to connect to people, let alone keep them. This extends past partners, mind you! Many people today would be sad the don’t have someone. Me, it’s upsetting, sure, but, either way, it’s a struggle. It’s challenging, sure, being almost 19 and haven’t really done much of anything, but… it’s hard to trust. When I do, it’s hard to let go. (Explaining the top) Valentine’s Day is overrated to me, but the stuff’s still nice, I guess. Doesn’t mean I’m materialistic and I’ll swine and dine you. Period. I have a hard time popping that simple little question, but… What’s new?
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Everything's a little bit different
GabZ, , Anxiety, Anxiety, Career, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Medication, Social Anxiety, Therapy, 0
Its a little past midnight now and I've just got home and had my shower. Had my second interview...
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Down
Evelove0, , Depression, Child, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, 1
Sometimes I feel like no matter how far I’ve come I will always go back to this darkness. I...
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Journal Entry #1 (unknown date)
noiamlostwhere, , Anxiety, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Personality Disorder, Relationships, Religion, Suicide, Therapy, 1
Books to read: "I thought it was just me (but it isn\'t)" – Brene` Brown...
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A Brief Introduction
rainbowarcher, , Depression, Career, Depression, Medication, Therapist, Weight Loss, 0
I was diagnosed with moderate-to-severe depression in 2020, though I’ve known about it for years. I’ll save my backstory...
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Paranoia
conflicted, , Depression, Schizophrenia, 1
I often wonder why paranoia gets the better of me, I consider this a safe place for my thoughts,...
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I remember why I wanted to die
Chained_Perla, , Depression, Suicide, 2
I do the same shit over and over, I don't want to, I promise god, my dad, my friends...
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12/2/21
james114, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Relationships, Suicide, 0
Today was by far the most difficult of the week. It started off relatively normal, but ended out really...
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Hurting myself
Kellicfan, , Depression, Depression, 1
Hello, so there were times when I really felt like I am going to kill myself and it was...