So today was the first red day back and honestly I've had better days… Along with yesterday. So you know that new coffee mug thingy that I bought so I could take my coffee with me if need be… yeah I lost the f-ing cap yesterday… I'm so mad right now cause of that… Whatever… So in Genetics we have this big project that we have to do.. And one of my partners dropped the class after first semester. then the other one got moved into the other genetics class. Meaning that I was all by myself for the project. So my teacher gave me two chooses… Either work by myself or merge with another group. I didn't want to work alone because this project is f-ing huge! I would have been so stressed out from doing everything myself that I would have probably killed myself with the stress (not really kidding on that either. My body can not really handle stress when it come to BIG things.) So I merged into another group. Well she merged me when a group of two girls that really just don't give a shit about the class really. We got like nothing done that class period and I was just thinking the whole class, I am going to fail this project… all because of them. I kind of wanted to ask my teacher if I could still work by myself but honestly i still think working when them is better than working by myself. Hopefully we do good. And the other thing was I had all the research done for the project but because I merge with other group, I had to pretty much drop all that research because they aren't doing the same disease/ disorder/ whatever that I was doing… So I was just like FML… Whatever. I think I'm going to go to bed now because I'm tired. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow though. Although I'm glad that i can spend time with my boyfriend tomorrow morning… Okay, I'm off to bed now. Night y'all!
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Sorry you lost your cup.
I would stay with the group, maybe you could present the outline of a work plan and see if that gets them motivated? I mean you don't want to be pushy, but you can't do it all by yourself, you're right that's too much stress