Hello everyone, whos out there and reading my little thoughts. I wondre how many people feels like me now. This numb, boring feeling, what is devouring me. How many people wonderd what its like in others shoe. I cant tell you. What I can, is waht its like in my shoe. Its not that shit at all. I have a nice, loving family. Two pets. A school. Some friends, just an avarege life, avarege people within. And this is what kills me. Literally. This is it. Who cares my grandfather died? Everyone dies someday?! Who cares I got raped? Everyone who has a womenly body or just any type of body, that can be tamed goes thrue that! Who cares that I AM A BOY!!! Everyone cant think waht they think and I dont have any power to change that. Im always gonna be a girl, just silly little girl. Even tho Im a silly little guy. Hello? Thas there anyone out there?