THEY SAY THAT YOU DEFINE YOUR LIFE?
THAT ONLY YOU CAN RUN YOUR LIFE??
THEN HOW COME IT FEEL'S LIKE LIFE DEFINES YOU INSTEAD OF THE OTHER WAY AROUND!!
AND IT FEEL'S LIKE LIFE RUNS YOU INSTEAD OF THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE!!
WHAT THE F**** NO MATTER WHAT WE DO OR HOW HARD WE TRY YOU ARE STUCK WITH WHAT YOU GET!!
IT SEEMS LIKE YOU CAN TRY AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLE CAN I MEAN TRY UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT OF YOU THAT YOU CAN GIVE!!!
AND THAT FOOT THAT SEEMS TO FIND YOU JUST LAYS IT'S SELF RIGHT SMACK DAB ON TOP OF YOU AND JUST SHOVES YOU BACK DOWN UNTIL YOU DON'T THINK THERE IS ANY CHANCE IN HELL OF YOU EVERY PULLING YOUR SELF BACK OUT OF THE GLUM THAT HAS SLOWLY CREPT IT'S WAY AROUND YOU AND ENGULFED YOUIN WHAT ONLY CAN BE DESCRIBED AS A DEEP DARK LIFELESSNESS LIFE THAT YOU ARE GOING THROW THE MOTIONS OF EVERY DAY!! BREATH IN BREATH OUT WALK TALK EAT SMILE AND JUST WAITING TO SEE IF YOU CAN MAKE IT THROW THE DAY SO YOU CAN CRAWL INTO BED AND JUST LET THE DARK OF THE NIGHT JUST COVER YOU AS YOU FEEL MORE AT EASE AT THE COOL NIGHT air AND DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS YOU THEN YOU DO WHEN YOU PRETEND TO FUNCTION IN THE DAY LIGHT !! AT LEAST IN THE DARK YOU HAVE NO ONE TO JUDGE YOU AND YOU CAN JUST LET THE HECTIC THOUGHT OF LIFE JUST SLIP AWAY AND LET THE COOL NIGHT AIR ENGULF YOU AND YOUR MOOD JUST LETS YOU AND THE COOL DARK NIGHT JUST BLEND AS 1!!