I thought things were finally getting better with my depression and anxiety. My suicidal thoughts weren\’t as constant. Well, my boyfriend broke up with me this past Sunday and everything has just gone downhill, I can\’t even seem to get rid of these thoughts not even for a minute. I\’ve had breakdowns in my classes without even having any specific triggers to why. I feel nothing now, like that future I thought I did have is just gone, and I don\’t know if I can keep going.
Life update I guess
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Hi there, that sounds it would be such a difficult situation to be going through. I do not have any idea what that relationship was like for you, but it sounds like it was very special for you. You are showing so much courage by being so vulnerable on here! I hope that you are showered with much love by others around you during such a hard time. Thank you for your willingness to be so open on here; I hope you are able to obtain something positive through the tribe wellness community!
Is there a crisis center you can go to? Like an urgent care for acute mental health issues? I’m much older and have experienced my share of devastating breakups. The pain is unimaginable and it doesn’t feel like you’ll ever get through it. I’m here to promise you, you will though. Let me know if you need to private chat. I just signed up and am not sure of the logistics yet.