I thought things were finally getting better with my depression and anxiety. My suicidal thoughts weren\’t as constant. Well, my boyfriend broke up with me this past Sunday and everything has just gone downhill, I can\’t even seem to get rid of these thoughts not even for a minute. I\’ve had breakdowns in my classes without even having any specific triggers to why. I feel nothing now, like that future I thought I did have is just gone, and I don\’t know if I can keep going.
Life update I guess
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Ordinary
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Sleep Disorders, 2
Hot here as usual. Not much of a breeze today either. Yuck. No storms forecasted either. Already it's been...
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4-9-11
kevyn12, , Depression, 0
i walk alone cant see the road where the fuck am i supoosed to go cause without you i...
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Ups and downs..
GIJanee, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Medication, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, 0
Today was really good. Lots of laughs, we watched the superbowl, we had messy food, etc. Loved it. But...
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What are we coming to?
Deeprhatt, , Depression, 4
As I look at my surroundings I see that there are so many people who initially put out that...
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Did People Flee D. T.? / General Ramble:
Martha_My_Dear, , Depression, Career, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 1
I can’t remember if the last time I was a member on Depression Tribe if it was this inactive....
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Coming out as nonbinary
Lacuna, , Depression, LGBT, Career, Parenting, Suicide, 0
Well that is it, I guess. Parent’s noticed that I put non binary on my ID. Their exact words?...
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Suddenly
usaporkchops, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Medication, Religion, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, 0
I posted this on my MySpace blog last July: As you may have read in some of my earlier...
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Trip more stressful than expected
Markup, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, OCD, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
Well I am in Manchester. But the holiday is not going so well for me. I can\’t relax. I...

Hi there, that sounds it would be such a difficult situation to be going through. I do not have any idea what that relationship was like for you, but it sounds like it was very special for you. You are showing so much courage by being so vulnerable on here! I hope that you are showered with much love by others around you during such a hard time. Thank you for your willingness to be so open on here; I hope you are able to obtain something positive through the tribe wellness community!
Is there a crisis center you can go to? Like an urgent care for acute mental health issues? I’m much older and have experienced my share of devastating breakups. The pain is unimaginable and it doesn’t feel like you’ll ever get through it. I’m here to promise you, you will though. Let me know if you need to private chat. I just signed up and am not sure of the logistics yet.