You all are important everyone of you, it kills me to know that you don’t believe that. It kills me when you put urselfs down, i want to make u smile i want to make u happy…. and it kills me that i can’t.
I’ve put pressure on my friends the ones i trusted the most and i’ve realized that my stories to much for anyone to handle… so i’ve decided i’ll bare this burden alone because i am a burden. I hurt the ones i wanted to make smile, so from now on i’ll be the happiest little spot of sunshine i can for all of you. I will be useful and i will make u happy. To all my friends who know my story, forget of that now and let me let u smile.