Well, yesterday watched football with Dad. I guess it was an OK day. Spent last night having "Girl Night" with my 8 year old niece, watching TV in my room, eating Kit Kats, popcorn and actually letting her drink a soda or two and painting our toes. It was a blast, that little girl is the sunshine of my life.
Then TODAY comes. I slept in, go into the living room and start watching the Mad TV animated show's marathon on Cartoon Network with my niece (which, BTW, is hilarious.) My Dad is half awake, half asleep, and screaming at people at random for no reason. Then he talks to us, we're laughing about the show, and AGAIN he's yelling at people. Then he snapped at my niece, when all she was trying to do for the hour and a half we were out there was make him laugh. I lost it and told her to go watch TV in my room. He's like, "Where you going?" I said, "Somewhere where you're not screaming random things at people for no reason! What's wrong with you?!" He's like, "Get out of here and leave me alone." I said, "Gladly. Why you have to yell at an 8 year old little girl when all she's been trying to do is make you laugh for the last hour and a half is beyond me." He's like, "I didn't yell at her!" I said, "You told her to basically SHUT UP because she asked you why you were SCREAMING at the top of your lungs for no reason like you have been for the past 30 minutes. What is your problem!? If you have something wrong, I'm here! But dammit, you're not making any sense and being nasty to me and your granddaughter for NO REASON is uncalled for." And I went outside and almost lost it. My sister-in-law came outside with me and I calmed down and came back inside, spent the day in my room with Hailey watching TV and eating snacks.
I don't know how much longer I can live here. My husband is now stuck out of town working for another week, so that's that. He's not happy about it, but oh well. He was supposed to be here on Friday, but que sera, sera. The more money he makes, the faster we can get out of this hellhole of a house. I'm over it for now.. but I don't know how much longer I can take this.