Well my days winding down…Had to take a damn ativan today …wanted to have 1 beer with my nieghbour but made an excuse …because i know u cant drink when you take ativan or an ativan…i hadnt taking it yet but knew i would so i passed on the cold beer.Hadnt had one in forever …with my ssri and zyprexa 1 or 2 beers dont hurt…but since my day wasnt going the way i wanted …ahhh its all one big rollercoaster in my head today.My nephew layed his mountain bike down right infront of my truck and walk away …now me not knowing this jumped in the truck pulled ahead ..yep u guessed ran the frickin thing over …even though it wasnt my fault i feel sorry for the little dude he just got the bike this past summer.Jumping to another subject ..thats my ADD kickin in lol..On a serious note now not only is my ocd not under control …my mothers disease is getting worse…she has a lung issue and is on oxegyn 24/7 i hate to see her suffering ….she has low energy but shes a toughy at the same time trying to do the things she once was able to do .I dont know what i,d do without her in my life …i try to stay positive when it comes to her condition but canthelp but think of the negative outcome and when its going to happen its an image and thought i try to keep out of my head…but u know OCD it aint easy keeping thoughts out..i wish i could control my thought process but again u know with ocd thoughts just pop into your head being triggerd but something or another…But anyways thank you to each and every person reading this its nice to know i can come to this site and just type down all thats on my mind …again thank you and hope your day is going great.Take care and god bless
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Staying positive and focussed on getting things done, and spiritual strenght for the New Year! of 2009
Ekaterini, , OCD, Child, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 1
I am trying to stay positive for the New Year and continue to do creative writing. My moods often...
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Hello again
besaid22, , OCD, Anxiety, Career, Medication, OCD, Personality Disorder, Relationships, Therapist, 0
Hello all, I'm not sure if anybody remembers me, because it has been about six months since I've been...
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‘The Fear’ (with formatting errors)
thymeoperator, , OCD, Anger, Anxiety, Child, Grief, OCD, PTSD, Relationships, Religion, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
‘The Fear’ (2005) I think it started with my mother–in which case it ultimately began with my father,...
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Scared Stiff
hekla2002, , OCD, Anxiety, Child, OCD, Sex Therapy, Therapist, Therapy, 4
I feel scared today. Scared as hell. I feel like running and hiding under a blanket and screaming and...
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New Info on Strep Throat Leading to OCD
PurellPrincess, , OCD, Child, OCD, 2
I read this today at the Nation Institute for Mental Health wesite. I know that I, personally, had strep...
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…working on my progress…. :)
delane1, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Wellness Tips, Grief, Therapist, 0
i’ve been a member of the tribes for a few years, now, and i’ve seen a few changes take...
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will it ever ease?
delane1, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Anxiety, Grief, PTSD, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
pain….frustration…aggravation….anxiety…..grief….and on and on the list grows. *sigh Before i even begin, let...
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Unrelated to the OCD, but wow.
Misconceptions, , OCD, Anger, Anxiety, Child, OCD, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 1
I don't know how to deal with this. This new apartment is nearly perfect, EXCEPT for the people believe...
Sorry to hear about your mother. Its never easy to see anyone you love having medical problems. OCD definitely doesn't make stressful situations any easier either. Looks like your nephew will be asking for a new bike for Christmas. Im guessing he wont ever lay another bike down in front of a car again. Just seen your other blog asking if anyone was around. I wasn't around, but if I was I would have responded. Hope things are going better for you today. Take care.
Thanks for the response to my blog…Todays not going to to bad..how about your day hows it going?…
Hey Dan thanks for responding ..Ya the time zone thing i hear ya…Havent taking an ativan yet today and hoping not to.Part of my OCD is that i anylize everything and anything ..everything is Mental..everythings OCD and it can be very frustrating at times.Alot of what if thinking …im so sick of ocd would be nice to get back to the way i was a yr ago where i was more balanced …its like being a soilder of ocd and ocds winning the battle.But enough complaining eh lol…Hope things are well for you..ttyl…Thanks