i can honestly say i hate myself right now because i let the world and its people and thier view fuck with my head. i let my so called boyfriend walk all over me all the timeand i keep fucking taking it with open arms i let my mother make me feel like shit and i let myself just take it and take it on and on i need an out people i need a day no fuck that a life wher i dont feel wrong for beign the person that i am for likign what i liek and hating what i hate wherther thats food or clothes or music or whatever i need to have fun i have not had fun in so long it literally hurts me when i think about out i need not to FEAR not to fear the world or the perople or reactions r any of that shit. i just want someone out there to like me for me just me no fucking changes i'm done with changin to make people happy or to make people stay around me im lonely yes but this is hurting too much. i want to walk into a room and wear the clothes i want and still eb able to do my job without the shit and without the stares and the bullshit what the FUCK is wrong with being comfortable? why WHY did some sick sad fucker invent WORK CLOTHING!!?? what was wrong with the man and yes i beilieve it was a man why WHY must women dress feminily its not fucking right yes love sure wear a pantsuit but it has to fucking fitted in or horribly fitting, horrible material that only womens suits have WOMENS SHOES SUCK i hate them they super suck my feet hurt WHY am I TORTURING myself to conform to societys expectations? why WHY why? and people of the world why are you BIPHOBIC no fuckers i'm not greedy i dont want to fuck everyone that i see thats a diffent disorder you dumb FUCKS called SEX ADDICTION stupid mother fuckers. yes I LOVE MEN AND WOMEN whats wrong with that i dont ever sleep with both at the same time i stay in FATITHFUL relatonship with a person until things go wrong which fucks sake they do and then BE IT MAN OR WOMAN i move on all of you move on why cant I ? FUCKKK!!! i dont know if this rant has helped me or not i wish all of you guys on the tribe could read this and feedback what are you like? are you biphobic too? what do u think bisexualism is? why are u fucking afraid and who else feels fucking oppressed by societys NORMS?
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Poems
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