I fucked up again. I had an amazing time but i let the moment take over me and didnt think of the consequences. I ran away for the day and went to a friends house. We invited like 4 other people. We chilled, rolled a couple joints with what we had just capped from a mearby connect and then went to the forest. We had a spot with sofas, chairs and a good ass space. Perfect spot. Easy way out. So we got high and when we finished we walked around. We eventually went back to my friends house and then we were just chillen and playing video games. While all this was happening one of the bous were like “wanna just be apart of our group?” And i was very much excited and grateful considering ive been trying to find a new crew to hangout with. So i said ” id be honored” haha it was a cute moment and then later on i had to leave cuz yea it had been 23 hours and cops send a missing persons report after 24 hours. So i got home turned my fone and had about 11 missed calls and 20 text messages from my mom and brother saying that they were looking for me and sent a silbver alert out. I didnt care… Loli was high as fuck so i just went back home. No one was home. I ulocked the door and took a nap. Later on i called my mom and said i was home and ive been home. She yelled, took my fone away and took me to my grandmas. Ohh nd im grounded for a year. Lol not guna work out. Im a runaway. Its what i do so dont try to stop me. Im safe and sound just let me be 🙂
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