my gp resently up the does of two medication that interact with each other one was for sleep the other was for ocd. the sleep one had smillar ingradions to the ocd. this caused me to fant and have fits this happened for two weeks straight, at one point the only thing i could remember was my own name. i went to the er two times and my gp two times she yelled at me told me to go to the er and tell them that i would sue them if they didnt figure it out and let me back out. on the 3 visted to the er i was ok i had forgotten to take my meds the night before, they looked over my list first they read it as only 10mg and they laugthted thinking that was too low of a does when i told them that it was 100mg +25mg of my sleeping they said "oh shit thats a lot" they advised me to stop taking it as the meds no slowly winny off which i was told when i began the meds that i would have to do if i was to ever stop, i had to for the sake of my brain and body to stop taking it there an then as thesystoms i was getting were aknown for cause of the meds. i stopped taking it with in 2 days i started to notes my anxiety coming back with in 4 days it was here to stay. i havent been able to sleep with out at lest one night mare, and lets just say the bathroom expresness is not fun but at lest it ends quikly. the ocd has kicked right back in but it cant handle this much, its like a bathroom drain that lets a little out and the drain is about to over flow. and everyone in my life has deside this is the perfict time to put a whole hipe of shit on me. i had to brake up with my girlfriend because her stalker contacted me and i just cant handle the possiblty that what she said could be true, my best friends moving away and hasnt told anyone, i wasnt invited to a friends wedding because she still friends with the guy who rapped me. my report is ment to be in. my friend is totally freaking out about her honnors. we had an expection. i missed my conciling appointment because i was odseivly turning maps into data to try and get my report in on time/ plucking hair. and part of me is torn between wanting anything to help lower this or trying another medication which could have worse effects on health. oh i also broke my nose the day before all this hell went down my gy faxed the letter so that i could have suggery but because the only thing i could remember was my name i didnt ring and they where closed for 3 weeks which means i have to wait till its heald to have it rebroken and put back into place and go though that pain again. at this moment i wish i never stared meds because i would have never seen the light of not living with ocd, but i know i wouldnt have made it though the last few months with out it and the worst thing is no one care and no one can see, one of my ocd conpoltions is that no one finds out which means its just keeps getting worse