My aunt, cousins also used to stay at my house. My aunt, stepmom and cousins don’t talk to me cause I am a bore when depressed, but they are very busybody. I developed PTSD because of them.They look like stalkers. My aunt will stare, evesdrop on my conversation. When I told my aunt off in anger, she claimed she was not staring or evesdropping. Furthermore my aunt,cousins and stepmom are copycats. They do not talk to me, but like to copy the way i talk,dress etc. They are annoying. If I want to talk to a stranger, they also want to talk to the exact same stranger. In future if I have a boyfriend, they might want to share my boyfriend! After they copy, they do not give me any credit. I feel scared because they are always watching.When my dad falls sick, my stepmom runs to help him. My stepmom doesn not bother to help me, she just more interested in copying the clothes I wear or the books i read etc.I got a panic attack. I don’t think medicine is enough to help me cure PTSD. I believe my stepmom must change her behaviour. But no one wants to listen to me. My dad thinks I am paraniod and crazy. He doesn’t thinks its a big deal. My dad doesn’t think its a big deal that I lost my sis and mum. But he thinks he deserves to get remarried. My dad can be possesive and doesn’t mind if I don’t have any friends.There’s double starndard in my house. I am the only one who gets scolded for "bad behaviour".
I want to stay on my own. But I have no money, no friends. I make a lousy friend cause I blank out and be a mute when I am depressed. Lost my job. I tried loving myself.
I tried psychatrist,psychologist,social worker and consellour. Not been successfull. Any other ideas besides that?