ok so the point of this blog is for me to log how im doing on my new meds and i hope to post atleast once a week so remind me if i dont kk. but im looking for a way to trake my progress and know how things have changed hopfully things go well and ill have some good news in my next post
so here it goes yesterday i went to the doc finaly and told him about my anxity issues and he put me on celexa.
i finaly spoke up and said somthin i have been dealing with this for a long time i am now 19 and the earlest i remember this is when i was about 10 or 12. i just didnt think it was a big deal or that bad till latly with all the stress ive had and geting ready to start my first year of college. it just got to the point i had to get help so i got medicated and i hop this dose some good. i also finaly made it known to my family and by boyfriend. i didnt want to tell him i was having a problem but i gess its easyer for him 2 know and help me thropu it then try to act like im ok all the time.
befor i looked for help it got to the point i was so anchis that i was pasing throu the house and couldnt sleep i would sit up at night many times and fokes on not crying because that was just such an over welming thing i wanted to cry and didnt know y . i was bitche and was driving not only my family but my self nuts and trying no to show all of this to my boyfriend of 4 1/2 month before i went to the doc.