I am not even sure what to say. I am at the point in my life and marriage where I am not sure if I should stay or go. Things have been bad for a couple of years now, but they have progressively gotten worse. My husband travels a lot for work, so I am virtually a single parent. I pretty much already do it alone. So why does being single scare me so much? I think our kids would be upset with the change, but kids can adapt. I want to put everything that has happened out here, but I need some time. The most recent thing was that my sister told me that he hit on her years ago. Back when I was still deliriously happy and had no idea what he was capable of. So even back when I thought we were happy, things were not picture perfect.