OMG. I’m very stressed. I TRY so hard to be what people want me to be, but I’m not good enough. These expectations, to grow up when I haven’t even been 18 for a whole YEAR yet, are fucking ridiculous! They’re on my dick about EVERYTHING and constantly schedule me with appts, cuz it’s what “adults” do. I can’t sleep. I can’t think. I can’t stay calm. They won’t say it out loud, but IK they think I’m a screwup… I have 16 personalities and they think they’re fake, just because I don’t like talking about it and THIS is why…I’m never believed and IDK what to do. I keep crying and IF so weak. IC run…IG nowhere to go…It feels as if BREATHING is a sin. I’ve only recently been getting around about my personalities but…I’m told it’s not true…IK I’M ME, K? It’s…complicated…I’m sorry I never said anything. IJ didn’t wanna be judged…If you leave, too, I’d completely understand…FML.
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