RIGHT NOW I HAVE NOIDEA HOW THE FUCK I’M GONNA GET TO SCHOOL TODAY. MY BOYFRIEND CAME AT 1 CUZ HE IS GONNA GIVE ME A RIDE. OK FINE WHATEVER THAN MY STEPFATHER CAME HOME AND WANTED TO CHARGE THE BATTERY OF MY OLD CAR SO HE CAN SELL IT (IT IS A PIECE OF JUNK). SO HE BORROWED A CHARGER BUT WE DIDN’T HAVE ELECTRICAL EXTENSION CORDS SO THAN MY MOM TOLD ME TO TELL MY BOYFRIEND TO CHARGE IT USING HIS CAR BUT MY STEPFATHER GOT ALL LIKE OH NO I’M NOT GOING TO GO ANYWHERE CUZ WHAT IF IT LEAVES ME …BLAH BLAH BLAH. SO I GOT MAD AND WAS LIKE FUCK IT THAN LEAVE THE CAR ALONE I’LL SEND IT TO THE JUNK YARD. I’M WAS PISSED OF HIS FUCKING BULLSHIT HE IS ALWAYS TALKING SHIT AND WE CAN’T DO CRAP IN OUR OWN FUCKING HOUSE. SO THAN MY BOYFRIEND IS LIKE WHAT HAPPEN AND I TELL HIM 2 TIMES WHAT HAPPEN AND HE WAS LIKE WHAT? AND I’M LIKE I TOLD U ALREADY…AREN’T YOU LISTENING. AND HE GOT ALL PISSED OFF AT ME AND I WAS LIKE SORRY BUT I’M TIRED OF REPEATING YMSELF TO YOU EVERY SINGLE TIMES WE TALK. SO THAN HE IS LIKE OH I’M GOING TO THE BANK I’LL BE BACK. AND I’M LIKE WHAT THE FUCK MAN I SAID I WAS SORRY BUT FINE. THAN HE STAYED QUITE AND DIND’T SAY SHIT AND WAS LIKE YOU WANT TO COME WITH ME TO THE BANK AND I’M LIKE I CAN’T I GOTTA FINISH CLEANIGN MY ROOM. SO HE LEAVES AND I AM SO ANGRY AT MY SYEPFATHER AT MY BOYFRIEND AT EVERYONE. MY BOYFRIEND IS SUCH A BONEHEAD I MEAN HE KNOWS SOMETHING HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME AND HE DOESN’T EVEN TRY TO TO ASK WHATS THE MATTER 🙁 ALL HE DOES IS SLEEP IN HIS SPARE TIME. SCHOOL IS ENDING SOON AND WE WON’T SPEND TIME TOGETHER CUZ HE IS TRYING TO WORK 2 JOBS TO PAY OFF HIS CREDIT CARDS. BUT HE SAYS NOTHING I’M JUST SO TIRED OF IT EVEN WHEN I GO TO HIS HOUSE HE WANTS TO GO TO SLEEP LIKE A 9PM ITS RETARDED. WELL I GOTTA GO AND TRY TO TALK TO HIM TO SEE IF HE IS COMING TO GET ME. LIKE ALWAYS I’M THE FUCKING GUY IN THE RELATIONSHIP. I WISH THINGS WOULD GET BETTER IN MY LIFE. 🙁
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