Everyone has their doubts. I have a lot of doubts as well. As a teen with ocd and anxiety, I’m always uptight and on the lookout.
So this blog is to remind myself, and maybe some others, that this is real. The people who love you…they’re real. This isn’t some kind of simulation, or fictional world, because we can feel. Everyone can feel. And sometimes, you might feel alone in this, like you’re the only person alive but…if you were, then why do people around the world suffer as well? How can they have conversations with eachother, without you hearing, if this were to be fake?? How would the people that care about you be sad and feel bad that YOU’RE feeling bad???
Everything on this world…is real. It’s certain, it’s solid. And sure, you can’t control or know everything, but that doesn’t make it any less real. In fact, that’s probably what makes it even MORE real. So if there’s anyone who feels how I do, just rememeber…they’re only thoughts. Your brain likes to try and convince you that everything is bad, and things will never get better, but that’s not true. I:m hoping that with this blog, I can help at least someone feel better. Someone like me, or someone completely different. Thank you for listening, and remember…you’re not alone. You’ll never be alone. There are people who love you, no matter who you are, where you are, someone loves you. See you later
Thanks for the reminder:) I hallucinate sometimes and the way it is is that I think I lived this moment already. I think this is a memory that I am just living again. I can predict what people are going to say. I can predict everything that’s going to happen. It’s terrifying. None of it seems real. But I will try to remember that I have solid ground under my feet, that, like you said, our brains say stuff that isn’t true and we gotta ignore it. Listen to the little happy voice/soul inside you. That’s the only thing that’s real when you’re fighting your brain.