I can't stand living with you anymore! I moved up here to be with my Dad but you've become the reason my Dad and I aren't close anymore. I purposely avoid even being in the same room as you because you sure know how to make me feel SO uncomfortable especially in my own house. You have literally mastered the art of making everything we do a living hell. If you're not happy, no one is, which is ALL THE TIME. Why is it SO HARD to be happy?! You're completely miserable and you've seem to make it a personal goal to try to get my sister and I in trouble. You're also REALLY good at playing favorites. Why is it whenever I do something minor its a big deal but when your son is in jail its just "sad". I've done more in my 21 years of being alive then you have in your 41 years. How am I such a bad kid?! I recently got on with the Fire Dept and I got not a single acknowledgement from you?! Its probably because you never did anything with your life and you're jealous. I get my motivation from watching you being stuck at some shit job being miserable because I would rather die then be like that. The day I move out on my own is the day you'll be hearing this from me. The only good thing you've ever done for me was let me stay at home while I made my dreams come true but its been one hell of a time. You're the reason I'm so depressed all the time, you're the reason I take my medication. I hate the constant negativity in this household and I can't stand it anymore. I wish I had enough money to move out right now and I would in a heartbeat. How my Dad tolerates you is beyond me. You won't be apart of my life for very long. Hope you're happy.
Venting-sorry for the language.
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