I went out with my brother last night for a few drinks. I haven't been out in a long time and needed a night out to try and have nice time even though I'm really not well and so low. My brother is awaiting an operation on his brain as he has a non cancerous tumour and was feeling down to so it should of done him good too. Well we had an ok time and had a few drinks and a few more and before long it was past 1am, I wanted to head back home but he wanted to go somewhere else so I thought it best to stay with him. We were in a little bar and he went outside to smoke and was talking to this guy and they were messing around and then suddenly he fell back and smashed his head on the ground. We tried to lift him again and he fell again. He was unconscience and we couldn't wake him properly and had cut open his head and started to convulse. I called an ambulance and waited with him with 2 others that bothered to help as nobody in the bar did and he was taken to hospital and I had to go home and then make my way to the hospital and call my parents. We got to the hospital and just had to wait and wait and then were able to see him. He got checked out and was finally discharged at 4am. They say he is doing ok but we have to keep and eye on him. Amazingly after all I had drank and with my ocd I managed to deal with it all and look after my brother but its hitting me now. Just so glad he is still with us and never want to go through that again. Just going to be scared and worried more and more now and I just want to look after all the people I love and care about.