Lights pierce the darkness
They speak quietly
But you are harmless
Take me away
Far from this forsaken place where my soul roams
Fly me from this isolated home
Dare me with those eyes
Pass me the bottle
Put your hand on the throttle
It’s a race for the sky.
Fill this empty space with smoke
Let it snake through my mind
Clouding my vision
Chasing off my hope
Because I don’t want to feel
For just a moment
I want to be numb
I want this to seem surreal
Go faster
Over the hills
Because I hear the shouts of my past
Catching up to the spinning tires
My heart is racing
I’m on fire
Walking this electric wire.
Dance the line between life and death
You took my breath
My hands shake as I light the cigarette
And my red lipstick stains your mouth
And your body is next to mine
You don’t even know me
But I’m in your strange arms
And my heart is on alarm
But it’s so warm
And you encase me in your dreams
And I can’t breathe.
Love me the way he never would
Whisper if only you could
I’m going crazy
And this it
One more hit
The knife at my hip cuts my fingertips
And the blood falls to the floor
And I can’t take it anymore
And the glass cuts my skin
And your scream rings in my ears
I let go
They never knew I was here.
im hurting quite badly again. and im not breathing.