well sorry if i bore anyone with my blogs – but its my way of keeping track of the times i manage to get out into the world!

Today is Friday – Yes i hate fridays, but today was different, i went into the city on my own again  i was armed with my book, my mp3 and my mobile phone and i manged not to panic once – although i did start to feel sick on the crowded bus – but i got over it.  i made my self go into busy shops and managed to get round them and even stand in a long queue at the checkout of one shop. I then decided if i want my new mobile phone i so desperatly need (mine is falling apart and only works when it wants to lol) i have to go and choose 1 – so holding my breath i walked into carphone warehouse and had a look at the phones, but when the sales person walked towards me i just walked out!  then i went into phones 4 U  and started looking at the phones and as a sales person walked towards me i glued myself to the spot and made myself talk to the bloke,  i felt very nervous but managed to get a good converstation going and decided on a new Mobile phone that i will go back and buy next week .  so all in all i had a good day. It just goes to show what a little planning, an mp3 of mood music and someone to support you on the other end of a mobile phone can do.

Big thanks to my 2 friends who have given me words of encouragment and kept my spirit up, i hope you both know who you are although i will be thanking you personnaly later.