yeaterday , ohhhh what a day, well some of it. Went to work, i work right near my place so suffer only a few minutes of paranoia bout people staring at me…at work i feel mostly ok as i work in mental health, yea ironic i know, but working in mental health i feel understood and not judged by most of the people there. where i wouldnt working in a diff field. Got my daughter from school, she had a friend staying 2, all the while in the playground thinking, do i look 2 thin, do i look 2 thin,{nightmare} im 5 feet 5 and just 9 stones id like to b 9 and a half…. im within the healthy range…bloody dysmorphia……. anyway, met a friend and her child and decided to go to the beach,[i hate crowded beaches , everyone staring} anyway we knew there wernt a lot of tourists around, my friend asked me if i was going to wear a swimming costume, that made me laugh for ages! I had jeans and a top on . i decided to go to the bank and withdraw some money and the bank swallowed my card……the bank says it has no idea why and have issued another aaaaarrrrrggggghhhh,
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Good times
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