Soo, went with my Aunt Yesterday to get the Baby & take Him back to Her House, and wait for some of the Family to come over to sing Happy Birthday To My Gram.! They Baby is so funny, He tries to say words here and there, but its usually just mumble baby talk, but His new Favirote word is "NOOO" lol. He usually Laughs and get a kick out of it when He Says it to.! He favor's my Aunt bc She is Gramma and caters to every whine & wimper, and spoils Him very much = ), its annoying, but She Loves Her GrandBaby lol. & She has been there for me w/ my anxiety. We had a nice time though… My Brother & Sister bought my Parents a gift card for the movies and for a Resturant, but they signed my name to the card, so Im gonna owe them $$$$, Im sure my Parents know, but it was nice of them not to leave me out.

I got a call from the place I went to interview, and was offered the job! I felt like it was a pretty big deal bc, it seems, to me atleast, like a good job. But the thing is my Brother's Car isnt working right now and may not pass inspection and He has to get to School, so what am I gonna do?? A Bus goes there, but taking a Bus would put my anxiety on HIGH, but it costs money to take a bus, and I gotta walk a couple blocks in my dress clothes and shoes, for a Bus that maybe on time and may not be. Its frustrating! My Sister said Congrats but Idk whats even gonna happen, atleast She said it tho. It could be a great opprtunity for me.. Am I scared if things do work out & I do start a new job there?? YESSSSSS! Terrified, but I can make my Life soo much better, im trying VERY hard to Believe that!!!!!

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