The last couple of weeks have been really exhausting & very stressful for hubby & I .. Between Puffy's death & all the arrons , Gwen's 2nd birthday , doing stuff for my mom , mowing the yards , on top of the of this extremely hot heat , its been 90 degrees here in WNC , it just seems like the to do list never ends & hubby & I just can't get a break . Hubby & I were planning on going to go to Myrtle beach in September with his family but when I heard that his two oldest brother's were going Robbie & Charles , I decided that we are going to go to GatlinBergh for our trip with Gwen . Myrtle beach is a good 5-6 hour drive & Gwen is 29 LB Jack Russell , plus all those people , its just too much work & too much money , not to mention the fact that I do not want spent my vaction surrounded by two people who treated my husband like crap & disrespected me , hubby's Brother's Robbie & Charles still have not appolgized to me , Robbie still has not appolgized to his own brother for all that he has done , so I no use to spend my vacation around people who disrespect my husband or me . I would rather go to GatlinBergh TN just hubby , I and Gwen , get a cabin all to our selves , Gwen doesn't have to worry about any people , she can bark all she wants to , we can hike some of the trails there , hubby & I can go out on the town just him & I , we can be on our own schedule & not have to be rushed by his family , because I know if we go to myrtle beach with his family , everything is going to be rushed by his brother's . In other news , hubby's medication combination of Latuda & Doxepin is working very well , he's been taking this combination for 6 months now & his focus has gotten so much better , even my mom has noticed a difference & last Sunday we were over at his moms & step dads house to celebrate father's day & his step dad even noticed a differnce in him , his step dad stated to hubby that he was much calmer .