Starting out to be a rough day. Had to go back to the doctor for more bloodwork. My white blood cell count keeps going up, despite having been on an antibiotic a couple weeks ago. I’m not sick but I’m just so damn tired all the time. I got really upset awhile ago, still trying to transition from private insurance to a medicare supplement plan. I’m so worried that I won’t be able to afford to do things or go places. It’s important for me to be able to go places. I can’t stand feeling cooped up. I’ve snapped at the people around me and I need to take some anxiety medicine but I’m too lazy to get up out of the recliner and go get a pill. I’m becoming less and less of a people person. I’m so very toxic and am not fit to be around others.
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11-9-10
jasper, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Personality Disorder, Sleep Disorders, Social Anxiety, Suicide, Therapist, Therapy, 1
Well here I am again. Not knowing just how to feel about life. I just want to give in...
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Time
xillah, , Depression, Questions, 0
I was accused of wasting some really rude man's time yesterday. I laughed–couldn't help it, didn't want to. That...
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One more birthday bites the dust…
Ghostgirl, , Depression, Addiction, Relationships, Self Esteem, 0
I was happy when I made my last entry but my mood has darkened yet again. I'm 22 now…or...
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Really…Confused.
soullessbvblover, , Anxiety, Anxiety, Self Esteem, 1
So…um…I wasn't sure if I was actually going to talk about it because it's so complex….Then again what ISN'T...
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Loneliness
Zhivago, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, 0
The loneliness is unbearable. Imagine if you were stranded on a deserted island for years. Imagine being alone in...
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Neighbors
sailormoon23, , Depression, Anger, Child, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, Stress, 2
I just want to share this and ask what will u do if u were in my position.I live...
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Some developments
lightangel, , Depression, Grief, 1
I decided to deal with my problems and issues in life even if it takes me some time, starting...
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Ready or not, here change comes!
tinyrachie, , Depression, Anxiety, Grief, 1
I think I’m ready to move forward. Thinking about it makes me feel nauseous and frightened, but I’m sick...