there is so many things in this world i can hate. like the people and all the bad tings that have happen to me and all the things that have been said to me by the people i care about. i do not hate those things at all i hate myself but why. why did i have to hate myself when there is so many things in this world i can hate why do i want to die. i wish i could say i’m ok but i can’t cuz if i did i would be lying to myself. i just want o love myself and care for myself but i can’t cuz i hate myself but why