I havn’t blogged in a while. I am very anxious today. Tuesday was horriable. I was in such a bad mood and I was grouchy with everyone even my 5 yr old. Then I was trying to start a fight with my husband.over anything. It almost seemed like I hated everything he did including breathing. He wasn’t doing anything wrong. I picked on him all night. Then we went to bed and I started crying and couldn’t stop. I pulled from him at first and I finally let him help me. I don’t know why I did this. I am a little better since then. Last night was a trying night. My 19 yr old daughter had 5 teeth cut out. Even though she moved out with her boyfriend, she called and asked me to go with her to the denist. She was so scared, She hates the denist. Her mouth was so swollen cause she had a abcess on one of them and I had to confence her to let them put the IV in and let them cut them out. So after 2 valiums and a hour of couching she did it. I brought her home with me last night to make sure she was took care of. Her boyfriend came too. He help her alot. I was almost impressed with how much patience he had with her. It was almost a relief. So maybe he is not as bad as I thought.
Now Today, I am so tired. I got my litttle one to school I had a very hard time getting out of bed. My 5 yr old had her school pics to day or I probally wouldnt of took her. I am glad I did. She has already missed one day this week cause I couldnt get up. Sometime I feel like I am so lazy. But I do things I just have a hard time. Why? Is it the depression or am I lazy? I need to go to work and I am so tired I want to go to bed.