Here we are…..
Time- 6:56 pm
How am I doing?
– having fond thoughts of him
– wishing he would contact me
I try to go to be early and sleep through this evening “emotional time.” It doesn’t work though.
I suspect that there is a connection between him and I that is stronger than no contact and the long distance. . I feel him with me in my heart. He is in my thoughts. I cried a few tears a little bit ago
I miss him.
Yet, I have no examples of him showing that he loved me in actions back when things were “easy “
He opted to destroy / shred my heart and then propose when I was was engaged to someone else.
My heart hurts