I'm nervous today…I go back to work this evening for the first time in 7 or 8 months. It's only a 4 hour shift so I should be fine and I don't go in until 5 p.m. so I have the whole day to get ready. I'm just so tightly wound right now! I hate being anxious about things!

I FINALLY got some good sleep last night ~ yaaaay! No more mishaps with the dog or the "cat burglar", lol. I even fell asleep before my husband left for work. I feel better, but I'm still tired. I'm probably going to lie down with him when he gets home from work this morning.

Yesterday turned out to be somewhat busy. I was on the phone with a friend I haven't talked to (other than IM and FB) in 10 years. I'm so glad I did ~ it was good to hear her voice and catch up on everything that's happened. We've both grown up so much and I love her more now than I did before. She's a super mom and loves to bake and be a stay at home parent. We have a lot more in common now. And her husband actually works as a teacher for autistic children so she gets that Zachary has Asperger's syndrome.

I also talked with Kendra briefly yesterday after her surgery. She sounds tired and in pain but okay.

My Mom convinced me last night to go out to dinner with her and my Aunt. We actually had a good time together, which surprised me. Usually my aunt is hard to deal with. Dinner was really nice, we went to a seafood restaurant and I had the best crab cakes I think I've ever eaten. Then we took my aunt home and stayed to talk for awhile.

I was a little nervous about going back to her house. I haven't been there since my Uncle died a few months ago and was worried that seeing his chair empty might really upset me. It wasn't the chair that did it though. It was actually a half smoked cigar that made me tear up. Still things of his everywhere you looked, like he'd just gotten up for a minute and planned to return shortly. That was the hard part.

We didn't get back home until after 9 p.m. and I was exhausted. I fell into bed shortly after and slept like a rock all night. I wonder why I'm still so tired today.

Anyhow, wish me luck with work today. Hopefully it will go fairly smoothly and I'll get back into it quickly. I may even amaze myself and put on some makeup and earrings before I go, lol.

Hope everyone hasa good one!

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  1. mentalhell 7 years ago

    Good luck hope it goes well 🙂

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  2. ancientgeekcrone 7 years ago

    Good luck to you Keya.

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  3. Andie372 7 years ago

     First days always make me anxious.  But, you get through it.  I can't wait to read about your first day tomorrow.  

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