I am so frustrated of feeling like this every day. No matter how hard I try, I just can’t concentrate on my school work & I’m getting farther behind. I read over things a couple times & it’s like I didn’t read it at all, even if I am trying to pay attention to the words. Either that or I get so distracted & caught up in my worries, which sucks bcuz worrying is just causing extra anxiety since it is keeping me from getting anything done! School is hard enough for me to keep up in without these concentration problems. What is even worse is I need to get a job, so working & doing school is going to amplify my anxiety. I have an interview tomorrow, so that’s got me nervous. I need to get this job, it’s the only thing I can see myself doing. I’m really stressed about working & doing school at the same time, but it is the only way I can pay for my courses since my parents won’t help me, & it might be my only way out of this hell hole. If I get a job, then I can move in with my bf who lives in a suite his parents own, so rent would be cheap…I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel completely drained & all I want to do is lay in bed all day & have the world forget about me…if only life were so simple.