I’m committing tonight.
Overdosing on my meds.
Never waking up again.
Never talking again.
Never getting in trouble again.
No more school.
No more abuse.
No more pain.
Unknowing what my life was.
Not ever listening to the people in my head ever again.
Never being useless again.
Never being annoying again.
Not ever worrying my partners again.
I’m going to kill myself, no hesitation.
I don’t feel anything anymore.
I just want to die.