Fuming, furious, anger .. These words are all understatements for how im feeling right now! I dont think there is a word to describe how I feel. I'll start at the beginning… Yesterday at work, I was on shift and im normally on the floor, waitressing, and I found out that this girl was instead, Harriet. She never wants to go on bar, ever! Although it is in her job description. I am applying for FLOOR team leader, therefore I work on the floor, but she was determined to not go on bar, and because I wanted to get finished early and I knew she would only slow everyone down, I decided to stay on the bar and get everything done quicker. Although I did still find myself doing the floor because she is so damn slow. Even when the manager asked me if I wanted to go on the floor and I said no because I was being nice. Harriet never brings her key to work so that way she never can go on the bar. She may have everyone else fooled but she aint fooled me, I know she does it on purpose so she has to go on floor, therefore chucking me back on bar. I was pissed off but I let it go and I was going out for a meal with the girls from work today so she offered to start at 4 and i start at 5, with all the girls so i didn't have to leave early. After all that, giving her an extra hour pay, because she needed the hours aswell and ive already worked 60 hours over the last 7 days. She goes and back stabs me! Like the true bitch she really is. She asks if I want to go on floor upstairs as it was forest and we have four bars open but one person does two full bars on their own. I said I dont want to do it, but then she goes whining and moaning to the managers that she dont want to do it, and per usual she gets her way everytime! So I come downstairs to start my shift and “COINCIDENTALLY” im now on the upstairs floor and she is on the downstairs floor. I'll describe what this job entails… Downstairs floor you have about five people helping and all taking out food and cleaning and doing checkbacks. Upstairs floor its just one person doing all of the above. So they decide to put someone who has extreme case of anxiety upstairs instead because Harriet went moaning to the managers! So I went off fuming! And then the managers are there like “can you go upstairs now”. Apparently if I can show them I can work upstairs floor then im ready to be a team leader. But the best bit is yet to come because as I was working upstairs, I was fuming aswell and all ive got is customers moaning at me where their food is, people giving wrong table numbers so im wondering around everywhere and people being full on twats trying to wind me up about what steak they got saying “you sure this is a sirloin steak?”. After all that, i got so stressed and ended up working myself up and had a really bad panic attack!! So i hope that Harriet was okay because here I was in tears, grasping for air and gripping my chest. Guess i aint fit to be a team leader. But aslong as Harriet was happy, thats all that matters eh. Well im going to drop work right in the shit soon because when my old job at another wetherspoons do get in contact, im taking it FULL TIME! So ill be quitting. Hope its worth losing someone whose fast on the floor, works the hardest and puts extra effort in, gets the pub 100% bonuses and works both bar and floor if im needed, and swapping all that for a person who will never be versatile and work both bar and floor, is slow as fuck at everything and who dont do the job! I even asked her to help with the closedown as she left before me, but what i told her to do, she only did half the job, to be honest she only wiped the tiles, and didn't change bins, sweep, clean lifts, send up pots. Basically did NOTHING. But eh, aslong as she's okay and ain't crying and having panic attacks! Ive been doctors and asked for some tablets to help with my anxiety as I cant handle doing that again. I swear though I will turn mad and get to the point where I hit someone and seriously leave them in hospital, because ill flip so much and ive never got my anger out so ill end up taking it out on someone really bad. Not happy. To top it off I was being kind in giving my mate a lift home after work and some twats tried running me off the road!! Literally tried intimidating me and then following me! Dropped off my mate and just when I thought they had gone they hadn't so I ended up staying at my mates as I was scared because they were circling me. Why are people such assholes.