In the beginning, desire, burning white hot
Not knowing the future, the past you forgot
Desire that eats and consumes the heart
The very thing it enthralled at the start
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No excuses for the pain that you have no right to cause
No words to explain why you came here to pause
Just say the words and it will be over and done
No need to feel bad; you’ve finally won
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Increasing the tears that fall from my eyes
Sunlight discovering all of your lies
In desperation you cry to the stars
But there’s no God up there, to erase all these scars
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To give of yourself is the name of the game
To create something more than a picture and frame
But why play a game that is filled with deceit?
A game that a fragile heart can never complete
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They walk from your life and leave you with doubt
No way forward and no way out
The screams in your head have never been so loud
You ask if he’s happy, you ask if he’s proud.
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He has no answer, he holds no voice
This wasn’t your fault, but it was his choice
You see time stretched out filled with silence and nothing
You wish it was a joke, wish he was bluffing
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But it’s already over, has been for an age
Since the day his eyes wandered, your world started to change
And now it’s transformed before your horrified eyes
And you sit down with the Devil, the Lord of the Flies
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Your sunlight and hope washed away with the rain
And your efforts to fight were all in vain
Desire so hot that it burns up our hearts
A little more scar tissue with each one that departs
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If this is the game, then I don’t want to play
If my nights filled with pain, what’s in my day?
My fragile heart can only take so much
Till it’s beaten and broken and ground to dust
amazing..im speechless
Thank you so much naomijane. 🙂