Well i’m very anxious right now. I really need to finish this paper but it’s like i’m paralyzed. I hate doing this to myself. It might  sound strange but I just can’t do it right now. But my mind is telling me too. So I tryed to get my  mind off it by doing something else but it’s slowly coming back into my thoughts. I don’t know why I don’t just do it but I just feel like I can’t I can’t really describe it. I really don’t want to go to school tomorrow. There is just going to be some drama and i’ll be really anxious all day and I will be tired because I won’t be able to get much sleep tonight. So i’m hoping by some miracle we will be hit with alot of snow so I will not have to go tomorrow. And i’m usually anxious anyway because of my math class and my teacher scares me I always feel so intimidated in there. And he moved me to the dead canter front for no reason and I feel like if I got a bad grade on my final he will pick on me. He did it to me once and I just froze in fear and he looked at me like I was an idiot and I felt like one. I don’t do well in any kind of speaking in front of a group of people. Which also sucks because the paper i’m putting off I will have to read in front of the class and i’m really scared. Once I had a project I had to explain and I froze and started laughing and it wasn’t because it was funny because trust me it wasn’t. I can’t wait for the school year to be over.