Ever since my freshman/sophomore years in high school, I’ve felt symptoms of depression and anxiety overwhelmingly, and have not really found an outlet to which I could release these feelings other than crying or bottling it up. However, I have found solace in music and meeting new people. Listening to music (almost like leisure reading) puts me in a different universe where things that stress me out, like college and grades, no longer matter. I can lose myself in the lyrics and the steady rhythm of the song, which is why I feel such a strong attachment to music in my life. Meeting new people does the same if not more for my mental. Especially when I meet people that are like me, it makes me feel like I’m not struggling through this part of my life alone. They give me a new perspective (and sometimes new motivation) on growing up and trying to find the person we are set in life to be. Both of these things pay an enormous contribution to how I keep a relatively good mood (though not always easy) when my life literally feels like it’s falling apart. I wonder how many other people use those things as an escape too.
New Attitudes.
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Broken
thelovelysoul, , Depression, Parenting, Religion, 0
The voices went away I used to be okay but somehow I drifted away I can no longer see...
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It doesnt matter
LonelyFemaleForever, , Depression, Child, 0
It seems it doesn't matter anymore. I am more of a single friendless person who most people usually don't...
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I can feel myself slipping
Heffaloo, , Depression, Career, Grief, Parenting, Sex Therapy, Suicide, Weight Loss, 1
So this is what I've come to; watching @Midnight on the DVR while drunk. I haven't posted anything here...
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Alone
BrokenDoll17, , Anxiety, Depression, 2
One little hit, doesn’t really matter, one busted lip a single black eye, there’s no need for me to...
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“And, it''s not a cry that you hear at night, it''s not somebody who''s seen the light. It''s a cold and it''s a broken Hallelujah.” – Jeff Buckley
thebadkitty, , Depression, Forgiveness, Impulse Control, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Weight Loss, 0
My head is still spinning… mania keeps my thoughts racing, and my body awake, but I get nothing done,...
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I’ve had enough of all this ball shit
Harleystrong03, , Depression, Child, Domestic Abuse, Suicide, Therapy, 4
I am 16 1/2 years old and I’ve been having so many therapy sessions but there pointless they just...
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HELP! need advice on Rx
ChickWhoLeftEarth, , Depression, ADHD, Anxiety, Medication, Therapist, Therapy, 0
It's been a while since I've been seeing a psych and therapist regularly and unfortunately the place I used...
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Still a safe space for more self-indulgence
Avelosa, , Depression, Depression, 0
Being one person is easily the smallest measurement of life on this planet. There are over six billion people...


