How life changes in an instant last week and the weeks before I was on here trying to get my mood up working on myself then I get a call the other day that my parent will not be doing any of their appointments anymore that means any time my parent could die. Feels like the days have gone by slow feeling sad and depressed waiting when thus is going to happen I know anyone can go at any time in life but living this slow he’ll sucks thinking finding a loved one dead in their house one day and having to pick of the pieces of everything like dealing with cremation calls to make telling everyone they are dead and dealing with lawyers blah blah blah and all that fucking crap sucks a bag royaley. Thanks for listening right now my life sucks rocks