I’m more at peace today because I can talk about on this site about my parent wanting to stop his appointments and saying he has lived his life. I think writing it out gave the  acceptance of the issue.  Now I can carry on and give care to him before God takes him.  You really have to think we are all on borrowed time so I can give him what he needs for things until the end.  I feel a huge relief talking about this.  Do the best we can each day to make us happy.  That’s the most important thing for me.