Disclaimer: I do not have diagnosed depression, and I am not claiming to have diagnosed depression, I am just stating that I feel “depressed”
I am so tired. And I have been tired for way too long. So long in fact, that I cannot recall a time where I haven’t been tired. Life has been a challenge these past few years. Life has always been rough, but with the pandemic, the amount of death looming around is terrifying. Getting up in the morning is a challenge and trying not to sleep through classes is an even bigger one. I’m so scared of the future and I really need someone right now but I’m enough of a burden already so I don’t feel like I can turn to my friends for this. I can’t deal with life anymore. It’s all crashing down on me.
Thank you for listening to my rant.
It’s been really tough since the pandemic for sure. I’ve felt super-isolated and tired of seeing the inside of my house.
I mean, I do get out every so often, but ultimately I have a 3 year case of cabin fever.
And then the news. It seems like “may you live in interesting times” is a challenge, and things get more “interesting” by the day.
Good luck with classes, feel free to friend or DM if you’re so inclined.