well i have a brother,17, who i trust the most and is my best bud since i really dont have any friends becuz over time people would get to know the real me but then when time goes on,they just fade away i feel alone,becuz they always want me to go hang with a bunch of ppl or go to partys.but anxiety gets the best of me. i have fought anxiety my whole life.it really got bad when i was a freshman in highschool. and since then i graduated through homeschooling that i started middle of junoir year. an my anxiety has not got any better.there was this one time in the middle of class sophmore year during a test, anxiety hit me real hard my head was so heavy like i had 500 pound weights or more on my head literly.so i felt like i was gonna faint so i went home made my mom bring me to the hospital and get a cat scan or w/e u call it. and there was nothing wrong but still i havent had anything like that since. it has been i think 3 years and i never felt that feeling again. i mean it was really overwhemling. i know sounds stupid goin for a cat scan. but idk if any of you felt what i felt. the weight that was on my head was something i never ever want to feel again…i explain this to my mother but she thought i was making excuses to stay home from school lol i dont think i would that far to lie to stay home lol since then my family surrpports me and understands me, not so much my dad he still trying to understand it idk…..they dont feel what i feel…ya kno?