I haven't been able to get on a computer for quite a while but when i was able to get on and check up on my page i was surprised. The last time i was on i had uploaded some pictures, my way of asking for help. I guess i part of me just wanted to see if any one really cared. Now i know there is good left in the world. So many of you took time out of your days to write to me with advise and sympathy. I wish i could have read them all earlier, it would have helped so much. I cant thank you all enough just for listening, and understanding. I left him about a month ago now after the police had to arrest both of us after a big fight. He found the pictures of me on the computer all beat up and was pissed. I guess i had finally had enough when he broke the computer…just so i couldn't even have friends on it. I just fought back until it lasted so long and was so loud that the neighbors called the cops. I havn't seen him since, and hope i never do again. I wish there was i could repay all of you for your kindness. You all will never know how much it truly ment to me while i read you letters and comments. I have been so much better since i left him. Still i kinda felt like i was alone and no one cared till i checked my messages. FUNNY how complete sterangers can change my whole out look on life. Thank you all so much, if there is ever anything i can do for any of you please just let me know. I would love to return the feeling you all gave to me. Best wishes.
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Hi bambi i didnt know of your problems til now when i just read this blog.Im glad things are better for u.I too have found alot of nice knid complete strangers that care more than people i know so its a nice group of people..erin
I was not aware of these issues but I am glad to hear that you're doing better. I know what you mean, people we've never met and only know through a screen name can make a difference, I know it's made a world of difference for me.
Best wishes!
-Mel
Sure, make the check payable to Stephen Leaver, $100.00 should do it lol, Just kidding. I'm glad to hear he is gone now! Its safe to say he wasn't a good influence on your life. I hope you are able to find a guy who treats you the exact opposite of him.