The One I Left Behind
A Song By: Leo
As I sit here with my heart on the floor
Bleeding from my self inflicted pain,
Thinking of all that I’ve done,
All that I’ve hurt, along my life’s lane.
I’ve hurt everyone I’ve ever loved,
Everyone that’s ever cared,
I don’t know how to begin
To forgive me for all that I’ve done and I’m scared
Scared that I’ll never love again,
The way that I love you
Scared that I’ll live my whole life in vain
Searching for the one
The one I left behind.
I sit and look at the eyes staring back at me
Eyes so blue and innocent.
He doesn’t know what’s going on,
He just know’s that Daddy’s sad
He doesn’t know why,
Doesn’t know how to help,
He says “I love you daddy”
He doesn’t know why daddy’s scared
Scared that I’ll never love again,
The way that I love you
Scared that I’ll live my whole life in vain
Searching for the one
The one I left behind.
And self forgiveness just will not come.
No matter how many times I try
The face in the mirror just will not say
Its ok to move on, I forgive you,
The pain just will not go away….
Scared that I’ll never love again
The way that I love you
Scared that I’ll live my whole life in vain
Searching for the one
The one I left behind.
