Well I thought I was sending Zachary to school today, but overnight the poor kid developed blisters so he's home today too. I even have a few myself. Sheesh.

Again I'm tired today. I have to ask my doctor about a sleeping pill because I've got to be able to get some good rest. I wake up at 3:30 a.m. every morning now after 5-6 hours of sleep. So today I'm a little cranky. Zach keeps asking me why I'm so grumpy, lol.

My son is bored out of his mind and he's driving me out of mine. He keeps wanting to go somewhere but he can't put a shirt on without being in pain, and since we can't go anywhere he wants to do projects. I don't want to do projects, I want to go to sleep. Even he's tired.

This afternoon I have an appointment with my therapist. She hasn't seen me in almost a month, so I'm probably going to get a stern talking to. Oh well, she means well. She hasn't seen me since I started the Ritalin though either. I think she'll be pleasantly surprised at the difference. Even with as tired as I am I'm still in a better frame of mind than before it. I wonder what we'll talk about since I'm not depressed? Probably my brother and my choice to respond to his email to me on Facebook…

I wish I could take Zachary up to the park today because it's beautiful out. But neither one of us are fit for sunlight or heat. That's okay, there's plenty of stuff to do in the house chore wise. And Zach can color, watch movies, draw or paint.

At some point I have to go get bird food today. Maybe I can convince my Mom to go or take me. Zach can stay in the car shirtless. I can handle wearing normal clothes for a little bit but not much longer than a 1/2 hour.

The birds are singing, the ducks are in the pond bathing, the cats are laying on the porch enjoying the breeze andI'm loving the shade and all of the company out here. Even Zachary is playing out here while I type.

Jeez, I can't believe it's only 10 a.m., it feels like noon to me! I'm going to have to take a nap soon. I don't know, maybe a cool shower will wake me up a little.

So today I'm a little off, but it will get better. I hope everyone has a wonderful day too!