Nothing happened today. It was a normal mood day. I woke up, felt great and then everything went downhill. After I exercised I realized that I am nothing but a fat ugly piece of shit. I did makeup with my godmother today but I still feel ugly. It was nothing but a crappy feeling day.
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More rambling
Twiggysiren, , Anxiety, Depression, Psychosis, Relationships, Schizophrenia, Spirituality, Therapist, Therapy, 0
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Trying to get better
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everyone says writing whats on your mind will help but it really doesnt help me. I seem to think...
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Kiss Of Death
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A New Disorder
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When I originally joined this site way back in 2007 it was because I had been diagnosed with Borderline...
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Lost in myself
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I don't what is up or down anymore. What I thought was one thing is now another. He seams...
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Pain
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So frustrated
Samsaras_Bitch, , Depression, Religion, 9
Clawing, reaching, desperately grasping, fiercely scrambling to finally swing my leg over the top of the cliff. I have...
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The Rape
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In 1979 when I was 21 and was in college studying overseas, I was raped. I'm not going to describe the...



















Days like that are sometimes even harder than the bad ones.