It's been a while since I last updated my blog, I know. There hasn't been any progress made on any front and I've since moved on. I've been spending a lot of time with an old friend of mine from 3 years ago and she's been helping me through the whole situation. She has an adorable 17mo daughter so I've been learning a few parenting skills here and there. She works days and I work nights so we don't get to hang out much except the weekends but we text all the time so that helps keep my mind occupied.
Natasha sent me a text a few weeks ago saying she wants a paternity test because she isn't sure if our son is really mine or her exes because the dates are close. her LMP was on November 4th and we got together on the 10th. Her ex was arrested for beating her up on October 29th so I don't see how things can be "close" at all. We still aren't speaking and she's decided on a name herself. She did ask my input a couple times but neither of us liked what the other was suggesting so she decided on her own – Kamerzyn. She wanted uncommon and unique and it doesn't get much more uncommon and unique than that lol. She's still letting me come to the ultrasound appointments so that's a plus. The next one is on May 1st, 24 weeks old. I plan to ask if they're going by measurements or the supposed date of conception for his age. That will help me get a better idea if he's mine or not. I've put my life on hold until we find out for certain and that's quite a strain. If he's mine, then I'll have to fight with her to spend time with him beyond what the courts approve since she's already shown me how much she's going to include me in everything. If he isn't mine, then I get the satisfaction of telling her where she can go and wipe my hands of the whole situation and get on with my life. The plan is some sort of schooling andmoving, most likely out of state. I've had enough of Pennsylvania.
Anyways, that's it. Not much to update on other than saying there aren't any real updates lol. I'll post another ultrasound of "Zyn" after the 1st.