So Me & This guy…We like each other…That much I DO know~ Things were REALLY cool~ hagning out…talk A LOT…tons in common~ making plans to do lots of stuff. ALL good :=) But heres the thing~ ME~ I get VERY easily excited with ANYTHING new~ As a kid…new toys…Broken in hours…puppy…had to be watched around me ALL the time for his own safty…new clothing i like…worn out in weeks…~SO get the picture? New guy that REALLY likes me… i get VERY excited about this…talking about plans,etc..i get kinda bouncy, hyper…over think stuff…talk A LOT, very fast..i want…need to know stuff…what, when .how. where…i am not a clingy 24/7 type…more like a hey lets hang out once or twice a wk type…but i do like to have an idea when that wil be …a day or two ahead of time & plan stuff..its my o.c.d. & my a.d.h.d…~well he is VERY calm, laid back & kinda shy…so…might see the problem? i kinda scare ppl off…can be overwhelming~ so we took a couple days break…the talkd a LONG talk for cpl hrs…he basically said really likes me, haning out ,wants to keep doing that…just was surprised by the whole things w/us…has been hurt a lot b4 & badly…especially by most recent ex & doesnt want 2b again~ that he isnt going anywhere…just wants to go slow…im cool w/that…im jsut in the back of my mind worrying ive already blown it bcuz of my over bouncy ness? how do i control that? do i explain it yet? can i fix the already made mess? idk what to do…mean time he had some probs of his own this wk end…that really depressed him…talked to me about them…im the last person he talked to b4 he sorta went M.I.A. for a few days..so IDK where that leaves anything…what to do…how to act when he does get back from his littel break from everyone…uh..IDK i guess any suggestions, help, whatever would help A LOT~ my moods & stuff make it hard to think striaght…i dont want to ruin this if ihavnt yet…my moods and other problems have caused lot of problems with relationship b4…id liek to be able to have one work out..IDK sry for rambling & the typos…my brain goes faster then i can typ…sry if i dont make a lot of sense or sound whiny…jsut not sure who esle to ask for help right now…or if this sounds like a dumb thing to wry about…just is really bothering me..thx for reading this if u r…
*HUGS*
Jackie~:sad:
