Not good. My only friend disappears to take his own life at the beginning of my winter break from my job. Leaving me broken and in shock. Didn’t have anyone to talk for the whole break till work started back up. At work the chef I works could tell I was upset, along with several others in the house we work at. Might of over shared too much, with people I thought I could trust there. leading to them going to HR. Ending with me getting fired, along with the chef lying about me to HR adding more things to my getting fired. So alone with no job and no one to talk to about anything, just too depressed to go on, can’t enjoy anything, sitting alone in my room. Try going out to walks and just happens to end walking past my old job (I been walking that same route long before I work there and was fired) and the people complain to the cops getting my trespassed for just walking on a public sidewalk and following some of them on social media, the app suggests them so just did it. Thinking maybe they talk with me and be friends or worse case just ignore me like the rest of the world. Just feel alone with noone.
Why I’m here.
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Thoughts from The HEADoc
kheadenmd, , Depression, Career, Child, Parenting, Self Esteem, 0
No resolutions made, so no resolutions will be broken… Rather than New Years resolutions that I know I will...
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Baby Steps
Sunshyne, , Depression, Anxiety, 1
Not all days are bad days. But for some reason the good days aren't good enough for anyone else....
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Stuck… somthings got to give right?
cella, , Depression, Suicide, 0
why would it matter that i constantly want to die, that i really dont want to be here anymore...
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Killed a turtle, but saved a tree.
sadjac, , Depression, Sex Therapy, 0
Another day another dollar. Well thats the saying anyway. Today was an ok day at work. Little busy, but...
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Two kinds of sufferers
xillah, , Depression, Anger, Career, Depression, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Weight Loss, 0
Back in 2002, after spending 2 weeks in an emergency mental health center, I discovered that there are two...
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Darkness
Twiggysiren, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Medication, Psychosis, Relationships, Religion, Schizophrenia, Therapy, Weight Loss, 2
I’m not sure exactly what to write about right now, I just know I need to write something. Today...
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Her
mboyea, , Depression, Addiction, Depression, Self Esteem, Sleep Disorders, 0
She is my tourture, my muse, my obsession. The beautiful being I cannot have as my own, my punishment...
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Things are doing better
godsgal81, , Depression, ADHD, Bipolar, Medication, OCD, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
The last time I wrote things were extremely stressful with DH ( Dear Husband) things have calmed down a...

