OK. I am back from a little break. I had to deal with life. I have had a lot of things happen. I broke up with Ash on September 30th. I am no longer half in the closet, I am compleatly out now. I am working through my depression and anxiety still but it is better. At the end of July, I met a trans guy, hes 13, and we decame friends at first but after a while we relised we had feelings for eachother so on October 26th we started dating. I love him and I believe he is the one I want to live the rest of my life with.