Not good. My only friend disappears to take his own life at the beginning of my winter break from my job. Leaving me broken and in shock. Didn’t have anyone to talk for the whole break till work started back up. At work the chef I works could tell I was upset, along with several others in the house we work at. Might of over shared too much, with people I thought I could trust there. leading to them going to HR. Ending with me getting fired, along with the chef lying about me to HR adding more things to my getting fired. So alone with no job and no one to talk to about anything, just too depressed to go on, can’t enjoy anything, sitting alone in my room. Try going out to walks and just happens to end walking past my old job (I been walking that same route long before I work there and was fired) and the people complain to the cops getting my trespassed for just walking on a public sidewalk and following some of them on social media, the app suggests them so just did it. Thinking maybe they talk with me and be friends or worse case just ignore me like the rest of the world. Just feel alone with noone.
Why I’m here.
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