I’m confused with my mind set right now. I have this anger in me towards the people I love, attitude on another level, but it isn’t like that out in public, only with the people I live with, like my father, mother, and sister. My parents describe me as rube most days, unpredictable emotion, where as my teachers, friends, and other colleagues describe me as kind, thoughtful and caring. I dont know what it is with my family that makes it so much diffrent than other colleagues I care for. I’m unsure if it has something to do with my trama from being abused, my panic disorder, or an underlying disorder not yet diagnosed.
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Ready to end it
tiredofliving_2009, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Relationships, Therapy, 1
I am so tired today. I have had a headache for several days now. I went to a 4th...
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Universalism and Rediscovering a Hopeful Theological Worldview
Gandolfication, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, Religion, 0
“I decided to believe in a God that believed in a girl like me.” — Glennon Doyle, The New...
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Work
Unhappiness, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Child, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
Nervous, my first day of work tomorrow. I havent worked for a while. I havent been able to control...
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Tortures Nightmare
Picku332, , Depression, Suicide, 1
Last night was one of the worst nights ever. I was planning on killing myself last night, but I...
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Impervious to pleasure
Trialbysorrow, , Depression, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, 2
I am incapable of letting myself feel pleasure. I spent time with a new friendthe other night and afterI...
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Codependence Day
OopsDoomed, , Depression, Child, Personality Disorder, Relationships, 0
I was born specifically to bear young, dozens of them if not hundreds, this is my biological purpose, the...
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Fuck you!
unknown94, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, Suicide, 0
There is this feeling that it's getting on my last nerve and it's called betrayal, and want to know...
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Introduction
Starpixie831, , Depression, Addiction, Child, Depression, 0
So I decided an introduction might be in order =) I’ve been battling depression for so long that I...