I always know the right decision and although Brian is tormenting, pestering nuisance on one random focused on person at a time (okay maybe i shouldn’t be writing this yet instead a positive route for us all to focus on…) i know that when their sentence of the lottory is up, he moves on to the next and the rest of everyone is doing fine (the other 99%) and that 99% turns into 100% when he chills or is asleep or getting on with his own life and so and so…
i know it is not the right decision to marry, it is the right decision to build a nest for all my family and it starts with foundations, some temporary, like scaffolding for a new building, yet permeanent foundations for the ground. If i start the rituals for a wedding now, which both couples of, dont want or know anything about, this would lead to another person in torture and lost in the grasp of a villanin. Heeesss a VILLAIN! If i got wed after the 10 years equivilant star, well then i would have the opportunity, being around my family and being that stepping stone of support, in link, well basically i would have the opportunity to be a star, instead of being in the sea, alive forever, where no one can rescue me because of my spiritual protection sacricity. Now come to it, im thinking, i could swim out to sea, get lost for years then someone rescues me who has the magicianry and magic to know exactly where i am, but what if they put me in a ghool like situation, my body in a ghool like state, half spawn state? well someone could still always rescue me. So for that i am guilty. If though, you would just look at the positive and equal 6 and two threes negative concequences, if i was not getting wed yet (before making the star), i could meet Brian face to face and be half spawned there, he could get me his self. Yet i could help the  world if i could just have the wedding after the star i could make some positive memories, happy fond memories which will build the nest for a better future. If time lasts forever, because we don’t die, we respawn, why do a wedding that leads to a star, right now? it might be like deal or no deal that most of the time 100% of the population is free from harm and 99% when he fills them in full of his own shit, or i could land down and i,win 1p for my nest.
what will time do to: getting married ritual land down right now in hell in the sea? negative
what will time do to: having 400,000 years just chilling on earth, then making my star before. i come back, when i wake up in my sleep on earth positive THEN, that’s when i want to get married.
I have enough material, what do you think im suicidal and out of ideas? and im bored and its time to get married coz thats the last thing i can do when theres just nothing left to do and im bored NO. i want to take up the music scene and learn everything about it, teaching it to my family, going to church and doing speeches about everything i learn inventing technologies and stuff, this is called courting. Scene kids! music scene kit! creepy musician scene kid! ok someone else told me to write that but there is something missing and that’s that Brians got no one to porn journey with, he has no wank warriour signposter and thats what people do when they want to torture it means they should be torturing their vibratable wangs and well i don’t know what else to say but KEEP SAFE.